please don't lock it since I'm kinda seeking advice on school as well!
I am on my final year of high school. some back story: this is the wrong course. I like writing, I like drawing. so what did I, dipshit extraordinaire, do? i sticked with my friends and got into a science course. So, whatever, I don't really regret this decision (I love all of my friends) and at least i got rid of physics and biology already and now I am only worrying about maths but i think i'll figure it out. Anyway, things on portugal don't work quite like in the USA but i'll try my best to provide explanation! basically you need certain disciplines to get into an uni course. now, as I got in a sciences course, I obviously don't have the disciplines to get into a graphical art course. that's shitty; either I complete a test on that particular discipline (in this case, 'history of arts' and/or geometry) or I can go 3 years back into high school, change school and courses (this school doesn't have an art course).
So here are my two main problems:
1) I can't really get into Graphical Arts because I lack the aforementioned disciplines (there are a FEW unis that only require maths, but they are few and far-between so I need to look closer)
2) graphical arts is my fail safe; i know I will do well since I am good at photoshop, and that kind of jazz (my dad is a photographer, I learned lots of shit from him), but I really have no fucking idea about what I want to do. I thought about getting into something related to writing. Like, I wouldn't mind translating books for a living. what I really would like to do would be comic books though. I have tons, and fucking TONS I mean it, of ideas to write about. fuck, i really would like to write and then pass my text to someone and someone would draw what I wrote. kinda like how it works on marvel comics. but that shit doesn't fly in portugal.
I am a fucking gigantic pussy about this, but honestly i'd love to fly to the USA, try getting in marvel and living the adventure of my life. However I also face reality and see that there's no way I am getting in such a monstrous industry such as Marvel, or dare I say, even DC or Vertigo comics.
I think I am a story-teller. Often I also find myself thinking I'd like to write a book, you know, a normal book. Or a movie script. I like to tell stories.
But in the end I have no good idea on what to do with my future. I think it also has to do wih my ignorance of avaliable jobs out there. seriously i'd like to write or draw for a living though.
then again I know by experience that whenever I turn something I like into an obligation, I mostly lose my will to keep doing it. what's my fucking problem with this? it happens everyfuckingtime i try to do something productive (for a small example check out my loss of interest in the PRSI tournament lol).
also it should be noted that I am a gigantic slacker in high school atm and I have to turn my grades around (especially maths) but I can't seem to find any motivation.